so busy trying to survive, i forget who i am.
wants dont even matter anymore because its what you need; is the only thirst you should worry about.
It feels so weird looking at photographs of myself because i tend to forget that i myself am human, i am being, that i am apart of somthing; not just a spectator to take witness of all that is others.
self image, somthing so simple warps my thoughts into somthing so complex i feel like i cannot even grasp what i see.

so complicated, it all scares me.

this sounds so dumb, but if you really thought about it, it would scare you too.