I think i can finally say that ive let you go.

If this was the last year of my life i think i would be okay with that.
I found a love with no strings attached and
found once buried friendships that when recovered turned out in gold.
and whether or not its what ive wanted or expected. Its what I have produced, earned or even been left with.

with gritted teeth i hold the bulls horns and strive for more to come,
im going to be brave.


i think it can be said that i finally realize that im on my own.