Thursday, March 29, 2012


they are officially mine <3


I just applied online to american apparel... now we play the waiting game
i wont give up, even if it means to let go

ive been in a weird place, and i finally understand the word insecure.
I think i just need to constantly be occupied and i will be content,
i hope every one still wants me around
its time to start being there for who ever wants me to be
because im done trying do do whatever it is i have been
i was in denial because i wanted to be happy, so much
its time to start again, and this time i feel like i really dont have anything to lose
when you are at the bottom, well fuck
it doesn't get any lower than this.
i am happy now though,
because i know what to do now,
and who to be now,

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

new hair color?

each semester in college ive had a different hair color,

natual brown, milk tea blonde, stripes and now....
red/pink burgundy?

hmmms :)?

web cammmin before zee fashion show.

El Matador Dress


Elle Vietnam


Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Monday, March 26, 2012

Cough Syrup - Young The Giant

my current nails:

sephora x OPI bohemian brights collection

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Friday, March 16, 2012

In the heat of the moment, i finally found myself.
The downs really were apart of the journey that ultimately lead me.. up.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Vanessa Bruno "Day For Night"

The final for 217 is here and i just bought my black lace. I didnt get the fabric approved yet but i hope i do. I am going to use these pictures for inspiration because they are the closest things i can find to match the image in my head for the dress I want to create. Black lace shoulder-less fitted top with long flounce sleeves and a short skirt.


Wednesday, March 14, 2012