i wont give up, even if it means to let go


ive been in a weird place, and i finally understand the word insecure.
I think i just need to constantly be occupied and i will be content,
i hope every one still wants me around
its time to start being there for who ever wants me to be
because im done trying do do whatever it is i have been
i was in denial because i wanted to be happy, so much
whatever
its time to start again, and this time i feel like i really dont have anything to lose
when you are at the bottom, well fuck
it doesn't get any lower than this.
i am happy now though,
because i know what to do now,

and who to be now,