I just applied online to american apparel... now we play the waiting game (ಠ_ರೃ)
i wont give up, even if it means to let go
ive been in a weird place, and i finally understand the word insecure. I think i just need to constantly be occupied and i will be content, i hope every one still wants me around its time to start being there for who ever wants me to be because im done trying do do whatever it is i have been i was in denial because i wanted to be happy, so much whatever its time to start again, and this time i feel like i really dont have anything to lose when you are at the bottom, well fuck it doesn't get any lower than this. i am happy now though, because i know what to do now,
The final for 217 is here and i just bought my black lace. I didnt get the fabric approved yet but i hope i do. I am going to use these pictures for inspiration because they are the closest things i can find to match the image in my head for the dress I want to create. Black lace shoulder-less fitted top with long flounce sleeves and a short skirt.